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 ♥(150311)♥Recently alot thing around me and you , maybe is our distance far .. that make us always quarrel .. nowadays i felt cold from you .. everytime that i waiting you finish work to message me but you just talk with me while then said you wanna to sleep .. any problem to us ? Did you know im always waiting for your call and your message .. how much important to your call you know ? Im keep waiting , i no dare to sleep .. im afraid when i asleep that you will find me .. im 'WORRY'  you can't sleep , im ' WORRY ' your life at there , im 'WORRY' you din't eat full , im 'WORRY' you when your are sick din't have any people to take care of you , im ' WORRY' you alone .. all that i 'WORRY' for you , Did you get it that my 'WORRY' and 'CARE' ? Although this few days we dint chat long but my heart is never change for anything .. Im remember that you told me before you won't go anywhere from me , and ME too .. Im cherish for our everyday , everytime .. Alot memories that we pass by .. I don't know how long that we can stay in this world again , maybe 1 day .. 1 week .. 1 month or 1 year .. If really need to disappear in this world , i wanna to keep our memories go .. i don't want before die just have a empty paper appear in our mind .. Im hope you to same with me .. I Love YOu so much .. that the reason make me can't leave you alone .. Miss YOu always .. Waiting For Your Call ..♥

♥♥ 230211 ♥♥ Lyrics

倪安东 Anthony – Sorry That I Loved You

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
(曾經我總是試著討妳歡心)
For making you think that I was worth the while
(好讓妳認為我就是真命天子)
So your love love love love love would be mine
(那麼我就能贏得妳的愛)
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
(送妳鮮花牽妳的手)
 
That no one was there to take a stand
(沒有人阻止我們)
But then love love love made us blind
(但是愛情終究讓我們盲目)
And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
(對不起我傷害了妳)
Sorry that I fell through
(對不起我搞砸了)
 
Sorry I was falling in love with you
(對不起我愛上了妳)
I’m sorry that it came true but sorry doesn’t turn back time
(很抱歉它發生了 但道歉也不能讓時光倒流)
For all that I have done to you
(所有我對妳做的事)
I wish that I could make it right
(我希望可以補償)
 
So sorry that I loved you
(對不起我曾經那樣愛妳)
Sorry that I needed you
(對不起我曾經那麼地需要妳)
Sorry that I held you tight
(對不起我曾緊緊擁著妳)
And I’m so sorry for…
(而且我還要道歉的是…)
 
Making you love me and saying goodbye
(讓妳愛上我卻必須說再見)
For being the one that taught you how to cry
(還有 我居然教會了妳 什麼是哭泣)
It was love love love and it passed us by
(愛情真的來過 但它又悄悄溜走)
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
(很抱歉我曾給妳夢想的一切)
 
For taking it back when I fled the scene
(卻又在我逃離後全部拿走)
Sorry love, for wasting your time
(抱歉 我的愛 因為我浪費了妳的青春)
And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
(對不起我傷害了妳)
Sorry that I fell through
(對不起我搞砸了)
 
Sorry I was falling in love with you
(對不起我愛上了妳)
I’m sorry that it came true but sorry doesn’t turn back time
(很抱歉它發生了 但道歉也不能讓時光倒流)
For all that I have done to you
(所有我對妳做的事)
I wish that I could make it right
(我希望可以補償)
 
So sorry that I loved you
(對不起我曾經那樣愛妳)
Sorry that I needed you
(對不起我曾經那麼地需要妳)
Sorry that I held you tight
(對不起我曾緊緊擁著妳)
An apology now after all of this time
(經過了這麼久)
 
Won’t make any difference tonight
(一句抱歉並不能改變什麼)
But I’m hoping “im sorry” will open your mind
(但我真心希望 這句抱歉能打開妳的心房)
To love love love love in your life
(好讓妳在未來還能繼續去愛)

♥♥ 170211 ♥♥ Our Promises

♥(170211)♥ Valentine's day nothing to do just stay at home ( Pow CD ) hehehe .. Although you not by my side but you told me everyday is our valentine's day .. Ya everyday , everytime and everymoment is our valentine's day we should to appreciate it .. Dear are you keep our promises in your heart ? We promises both of us never leave and never give up .. I know you should to handle alot thing , I know , i always know just don't how i can help you , maybe you don't need ..maybe just my hug for you , that you will felt warm and enough .. You told me " If a day you lost me , you might lost everything , if a day you being lie by me you oso nothing to said and nothing to worry , if a day you have a wish you hope you can get happiness , form your small until now maybe u did not happy before .. when you meet me the day and you gather with me you really do happy that yo said .. you choose to go there because your future , I can allow for you .. you always felt you can't gave me what i want , but i don't need those , be with you already is my honour , you know ? Sweeter than you , more precious than you , and you are the only one my everything , Im missing from now and everytime , everymoment ..

 You Said : You can't promise me we will be forever , you can't gave me whatever i want , you might not gave me a good future , but you can told me , you will love me until the last of your breathe - For Me You Will - that is our promises , don't care how suffer , i should to be handle with you ..  I will Love you always .. For you DiDi ♥

♥♥ 110211 ♥♥ HardWork Of Dear

♥(110211)♥  Strong of you my dear , you are always adamancy .. what i said that you never heard it , just do what you want to do .. But maybe your adamancy is a good thing for us , be with you the day i learn alot thing with you , that no need to depend for other people .. You know when i saw you work until wee hours , my heart is broken for you , but that you choice ... you told me you wan to work hard earn more money for our future .. All the good thing that you wan to gave to me , im understand .. Even need to suffer i also nevermind .. Just don't wanna see you tired liked that , dear you understand what i mean ? Be with you im very happy for everyday , you are the best , you are the ' GOOD ' , ' NICE ' , ' GREAT ' s present for me ... Cause you and only you bring me happiness on my life .. Im felt warm because your ' HUG ' ,  your ' KISS ' , and your ' CARE ' for everytime , everyday and everymoment .. Loving you is more than just a dream come true , everything that i do out  of loving you , and everyday my life is filled with loving you .. As dear taught me ' I LOVE YOU ' this 3 word not just a simple word , it will be now and always just for you and only for you will be loving you always ...

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♥ Always Be With You ♥

Without the shadow of you , Without the day of you , Without the minute of you , Without the moment of you , I seem like lost the light of my way ... ♥ It will be everlasting ♥ For You and Me ♥

♥♥ 090211 ♥♥ Be Strong

♥( 090211 )♥ No in the mood in my life for this few day , you are viewing my blog hubbie .. Im miss your hug , your kiss , and miss you when you are held me tight .. Miss you more and more , miss you almost cant work , even sleep im oso will cried for you .. Hubbie ,  you told me maybe sometime you are rude at me , maybe sometime you have not enough caring to me , maybe sometime you shout at me , but in your heart there will always be with me .. Hubbie , if without you to rude at me , shout at me i din't have today .. you taught me alot about process of human , you taught me how to be strong when a day that i without you .. But hubbie , sorry i can't do it , i have to told you at here .. without you in my life i can't be strong , im felt alone when you are leave in my life .. maybe sometime you will felt angry , disappointment , hate for me when im cried .. Im just wan to let you know ' I Miss You ' , ' I Love You ' , ' I Appreciate You ' , that i only cried for you .. Now that you know how much important in my heart ? Without B by your side please take care to yourself .. Don't Easy To Give Up , B always support you ^.^ ..

♥Miss You So Much My Hubbie ♥

My Life Belong To You , memuakss .. My love for you is a journey , Starting at forever , And ending at never .. ♥ I Love You ♥

 

♥♥ 080211 ♥♥

♥( 080211 )♥ Without you the second day by my side .. im very do miss you ,  do you get it ? Past alot place to let me think all of you , when you will back ? Alot memories still in my mind , that i never forgot .. We together already 1 year more .. we experience ( Happy , Crazy , Sad , and Other ) .. I remember when we start the relationship on 30 November 2009 ( Monday ) .. Maybe you will felt im not the good girlfriend but i can told i will do the best for you that i can do .. Today when i finish work i go to my uncle 's house visit my cousin 's baby after visit baby we go eat and bought furniture .. Do wanna have a small family with you , Hubbie .. i wanna our future house put full all my thing in the house , mean is no matter where you go have me to accompany you , never felt alone .. i wanna our room put all the baby photo , when you are tired from your work that you see the baby photo can let you lighten all your stress .. i wanna our kitchen put some photo of us , when im cooking and i look to the photo that can make me cook some delicious food for you .. Hubbie , and don't forget , our Baby Room must wan design until like a princess or prince 's room ..

Let our baby sleep well ..♥ Promise To Me kay ? Im waiting for you , B ♥ BUI

♥♥ 060211 ♥♥

♥( 060211 )♥ Sweet memories for this day

Deng ! Deng ! Deng ! Deng ! Gambang Waterpark with Hubbie , Steven , Ah Bee , Annie , SenSual , Kiro , Aice , Ah Kit , Xin Quan , and ME lah sure .. heheh ^^ Adui !!! Originally , last night we plan next day morning 9:00 am go , but some people can't wake and my hubbie said need go work .. So we just have to cancel , and me continue to sleep back again .. Until 12 pm something they called me said got go already asked me go change shirt and them coming now .. wait them wait until 2 pm something only can go , haiz ... when reach there we seem like go Genting , 1st thing we din't go bought ticket is go ' SHOPPING ' !!! After finish bought thing we only sek dak go bought ticket .. Ngek Ngek Ngek ^.^ 

Let's share the picture that we play yesterday : 

play this all make till my whole body very pain and whole leg get many wound .. play until 5 pm something we only back .. Although this time make till whole body pain and hurt but im felt worth for this day , keep promise Hubbie , kay ? When you are come back bring B go again , im waiting for you ♥ I Miss You So Much ♥


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♥♥ 070211 ♥♥

♥( 070211 )♥ Past form day to day YOU already leave me to another place , im felt sadness im cried for whole night when ure go , i can't accept that you choose to leave here , your friend , your family , and ME ... but you told me you will come back for everyweek or everymonth as you can , without you by my side nothing i can do im do miss you alot , still got how long that i can see you again ? I will remember the night that you hug me tight your tears , your hand , your hug felt warm to me .. Are you the same with me ? I will always waiting for you , don't care how long need to wait , You are never be replaced ..   I ♥ YOU Cl zai